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my heart did a triple flip thinking that im getting something something about nana.

then i realized its 3 years ago.

i tried to find something in me to react to it, to all this.

& as ive alrdy figured im used to the "walking-in & walking-out" thing.

i'd be lying if i say i dont do it either.

& i'd be selfish if i say i have my reasons.

we all do.

i still havent figure out a way to manipulate my ego and construct a 5pg long msg then press the button.

i dno where lelaa got the idea that im a great friend (three years ago) but im most certainly am not now.

thank you, thou <3

moms never told me nothing in life is constant

but now i know.

well, except for one thing,

one little person who's growing up way too fast.

this is favouritism but she's a baby for God's sake, get over it.

& if by going to KL to visit her & my sister is creating a big-silent-war-hoo-haa-meyaa-has-once-again-left-to-go-indulge-rich-lifestyle-shopping-like-thats-the-only-thing-she-cares-about-in-the-world fiasco,

then its totally worth everything cause the last time i checked,

blood is definitely thicker than water.

thank you very much, now enjoy

bye