...and she left on the 1920 flight yesterday...

:(

i was crying before i slept last night and couldnt really figure out whether it's the massive amount of stress and guilt cause i forgot to give my tutee's book back and today's the first day of school or cause of something else.

i just cried again a coupla minutes ago after my sister msged saying that every now and then sufi would be playing and she'll stop and stare blankly, like as if there's something missing, like her surrounding's too quiet.

then i realised. she is indeed my happy pill.

not only mine.

mom kept seeing images of her smile when she was at work just now.

and dad. dad make international calls to kl daily since 5 months ago.

i want her to remember me as much as possible.

im afraid when i see her again in August, hopefully, she wont remember me.

i'm gna compete with dad and sing "Baby Beluga" via phone every night now.

she came into the family differently and i'll make sure she stays.

she's the specialiest, special baby ever

& she's my pretty little princess.

pardon me.

im gna go cry summore.

9:21 PM;
go on, gimme some♥