It's not always rainbows&smiles. So go ahead, judge me.
I had a huge argument with my boyf last week and it brought me to light about something I never knew.
Arguing about usual things, time spent, little talks, school, work, NS.
Usual things became not-so-usual when he burst out, like he usually does, hitting(not literally, DUH.) me with all sorts of facts that he kept from me ALL AT ONCE.
I found out he chose to go SHATEC because of me, because of the fact that im not ready for him to go to NS.
Which is true, i mean, which gf is ever gna be ready?
& I hated that he chose to do something so major, something that could be a turning point in his life BECAUSE OF ME.
Being in poly, my course especially, made me realise how important it is to do something that you're passionate for, something that you enjoy doing, not just for show&tell.
Anws, cutting the drama-mama part, it boiled down to the part where he said, or maybe shouted a lil bit:
"You're not JUST MY GIRLFRIEND, you're part of life, part of my decisions..!"
ok laaa, something along that line.
i forgive&forget okaaaay.
My question is, how far would you go, how much would you do, for someone, anyone, you love?I found a way
to love in WAR&PEACE that night, because of what boyfriend said.
& i know
love's easy right now cause i know how much HE REALLY DO.
someone can make a thesis paper out of my life, and those who MAKEorBREAK me.
9:56 PM;
go on, gimme some♥
