One Week; you're in a special place.
i now know why i have such an exterior.
i hold back tears; too much at times.
& im sorry.
i was trained to that point two years ago when dad faced a near-death experience
& to my girls during that SAM "talk", that's why.
im still wondering why i didnt let it out that day but i know we found the courage to do what we did through her.
& i certainly found that courage to let the few drips of tears, drop.
thank you, im eternally grateful.
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i will always remember the day i decide that i should let him go,
& then He gave him a second lease on life.
life's unpredictable, like that.
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you'll live a life full of constant fear when you're in your teens and your parents are 50years older than you.
i know, & thats why i'll be a young parent (:
PEACE.
