empowered.

Hello, Pretty Strangers.
I'm learning on how to change the world, by changing diapers first.
I'm an only child with four sisters and a brother.
No. Wait. Make that five sisters. I was told to choose one more, anyone in the world and I chose her.
I was spoilt as a child and is still trying to grow up.
But there are "evil" people in the world who makes pretty things and I can't seem to stop myself.
Especially colourful undies.
&bags.
&trinkets.
&bags.
&bags.
Still trying, though.
I love to eat but I don't hate the treadmill.
I'm just plain lazy.
Lazy.
& fickle.
I like to pop by SB-TH and give my Bubbles & Buttercup chocolates.
Then, I'll spend all my money buying a Venti & just waste my time away.
Perfeckt.
My issues with hair is never-ending.
I love bimbo books, with pretty covers.
Aisyah Sufiyah is my favourite-est-est girl.
My friends call my continous, multiple, self-shots; narcissism.
I prefer to say its capturing memories.
I never had the bestest group of friends like I have now.
When I'm not happy, I talk to God in English.
& He listens.
The rest of the time, I'm pretty much happy.
So, in short;
My life's very much blessed.

i've been meaning to blog about this and now that i have time, here goes.
actually, it's cause i've found the best song that would fit this message i wna convey so here goes.
those who know then good for you.
those who don't, ask me only if you think i love you. HEHS.
i'll bold the parts that i feel really really is super meaningful and relates to this "thing".

Survivor by Destiny's Child (i know, really ancient song)
Now that you are out of my life, I'm so much better
You thought that I'd be weak without ya, but I'm stronger
You thought that I'd be broke without ya, but I'm richer
You thought that I'd be sad without ya, I laugh harder
You thought I wouldn't grow without ya, now I'm wiser
You thought that I'd be helpless without ya,but I'm smarter
You thought that I'd be stressed without ya, but I'm chillin'
~~You thought I wouldn't sell without ya,sold 9 million~~
I'm a survivor (what), I'm not gonna give up (what)
I'm not gon' stop (what), I'm gonna work harder (what)
I'm a survivor (what), I'm gonna make it(what)
I'm a survivor (what), keep on survivin' (what)
Thought I couldn't breath without ya, I'm inhalin'
~~You thought I couldn't see without ya, perfect vision~~
(only cause i need to wear specs :P)
You thought I couldn't last without ya, but I'm lastin'
You thought that I would die without ya, but I'm livin'
Thought that I would fail without ya, but I'm on top
Thought that it would be over by now, but it won't stop
Thought that I would self destruct, but I'm still here
Even in my years to come, I'm still gonna be here
I'm a survivor (what), I'm not gonna give up (what)
I'm not gon' stop (what), I'm gonna work harder (what)
I'm a survivor (what), I'm gonna make it (what)
I'm a survivor (what), keep on survivin' (what)
I'm wishin' you the best,pray that you are blessed
Much success, no stress, and lots of happiness
(whatever, go to hell)
(I'm better than that)
I'm not gonna blast you on the radio (I'm better than that)
I'm not gonna lie on you or yo family, yo (I'm better than that)
I'm not gonna hate on you in the magazine (I'm better than that)
I'm not gonna compromise my ~~christianity~~ (I'm better than that)
(I'm not gonna compromise my religion; fucking around like you)
~~You know I'm not gonna diss you on the internet~~
~~('Cause my mama taught me better than that)~~
(i alrdy did but at least i put my name to it, i own up and oh yes! MY MOMMA TAUGHT ME BETTER THAN YOURS DID)
After all of the darkness and sadness, soon comes happiness
If I surround myself with positive things,
I'll gain posterity
I'm a survivor (what), I'm not gonna give up (what)

i didnt know it'd take so long to finally be liberated from this "thing" and this song sure did help.
i feel so much stronger than i alrdy am.
it's been what? three years?
i dont know cause i dont keep count.
but im so glad i went thru that night of hell to get out of your grasp.
and i always knew and will always know that you'll diss me to all the mere people you call friends and i never thought you'd ever stop.
who's next that you will tell "your side of the tale" to?
i'll know sooner or so much later.
and guess what?
you won't bring me down, never did and never will.
as long as I know the truth and those whom I LOVE and LOVES ME does, im fine.
so i guess we will never call it truce
and so i say to you, BRING IT ON BITCH.
peace :)

now im off to VIVO, shopping with momma!
laters lovelies ♥

3:39 PM;
go on, gimme some♥

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