in school now.
LAECY hw for tmrw, DONE. (well, except for the ticking ones)
Big Book, later aft school back to guan wei's hse to FINISH THE FUCKING 10% book up!
URGGH.
tmrw, Bird Park with childcare (bliss... with running kids)
transition assignms, start tonight, finish tmrw nite.
last friday, no school, lesson cancelled.
Bugis with nana then to HarbourFront for chicken rice then off to Vivo.
hunt begins for perfect dress.
hunt ended after a number of times entering and exiting forever21.
got the pretty pretty dress which was initially doubted.
from forever21 (didnt know they have my size, or i could actually fit into their L, YAY to me, but maybe its the stretchable material).
wenta SP, companied qah to watch Mr&Ms SP pageant not knowing that bubbles and friends would be there to support their friend.
didnt know anyone to support so clapped the loudest for their friend.
saturday, whole day at guan wei's hse doing FUCKING Big Book (nahh, its fun no more)
sunday, another day of painting, cutting and pasting.
nana came and help.
that was yesterday.
messy?
just like how i am now.
it hurts so bad i came to school with
more defined double eyelid (courtesy of guan wei) and
i look prettier today (thanks azura).
i should do this more often.
then rool baby can find my eyeballs floating in the flood all the way at yew tee.
oh fuck.
i'll just cry every time i TRY to imagine/picture the situation.
and if this is the kindar scene you love, im just gna doubt this thing we have.
maybe, opposites dont attract after all.
or maybe, its just me.
maybe i should just let it be.
but fuck. (im in Rockefeller with ery and diana. i cant fucking cry)
ok. im cool.
maybe, its just nothing.
they always say, i think too much.
i should learn to think too little then maybe, i wont hurt too much.
GREAT. just great.
so tell me, how do i celebrate?
and, i need to fucking bawl my eyes out again.
i need rool's shoulder, and her ear.
it fucking hurts so bad the only therapy is crying to sleep.
goodbye.
2:16 PM;
go on, gimme some♥
