empowered.

Hello, Pretty Strangers.
I'm learning on how to change the world, by changing diapers first.
I'm an only child with four sisters and a brother.
No. Wait. Make that five sisters. I was told to choose one more, anyone in the world and I chose her.
I was spoilt as a child and is still trying to grow up.
But there are "evil" people in the world who makes pretty things and I can't seem to stop myself.
Especially colourful undies.
&bags.
&trinkets.
&bags.
&bags.
Still trying, though.
I love to eat but I don't hate the treadmill.
I'm just plain lazy.
Lazy.
& fickle.
I like to pop by SB-TH and give my Bubbles & Buttercup chocolates.
Then, I'll spend all my money buying a Venti & just waste my time away.
Perfeckt.
My issues with hair is never-ending.
I love bimbo books, with pretty covers.
Aisyah Sufiyah is my favourite-est-est girl.
My friends call my continous, multiple, self-shots; narcissism.
I prefer to say its capturing memories.
I never had the bestest group of friends like I have now.
When I'm not happy, I talk to God in English.
& He listens.
The rest of the time, I'm pretty much happy.
So, in short;
My life's very much blessed.

ive rant-ed my share, and thank you my pretty babies (nurOol&wei wei!) who listened.
thee other time when i was faced with this kindar "situation", i had a "feeling", a very weird one, i kept having visions and my eyes couldnt stop twitching, it was irritating.
i didnt wna give up, i just couldnt, my heart said NO NO, my head said LETS GO, but it hurt so bad, i deleted everything only to find him appearing behind me.
i believed i asked God for an answer, and being Him, i got an answer.
i asked for that same answer, or maybe just a hint hint, i think three nights ago, and the answer came in a form of a fucked up MSNchat. but nevertheless, thank you.
im sorry rOol baby, seems like you've got to wait alone; i gave up, two nights after telling you i wont.

ok pretty stranges, bye.
LOVE*

1:14 AM;
go on, gimme some♥

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