ohmygod.
what am i feeling.
im so sorry.
im betraying you and my feelings.
but i just cant help it.
why am i not feeling the same way.
i dont knw.
i tried.
i promise, i tried.
im really sorry.
i just hope you knew.
but this is not the best time.
maybe, its the time apart.
maybe, its all thee other important things that you have to go thru now.
maybe, its me.
i dont blame you.
but i cant feel this way.
it is too weird to be true.
ive got crazy ideas, thoughts.
and deep inside, i know i cant never imagine living without you.
i need to tell you that, and something else.
how selfish i can be.
maybe tmrw, or 2 yrs later when i look thru my archive, i'll either laugh or cry at this entry but i have to this.
they'll all just say, its because of this, its because of that. they'll all just get mad at me and tell me how stoopid i am, and tell me that is all just mere thoughts.
i might regret pressing PUBLISH POST at this one, just like the previous ones.
but i just hope you know.
see baby, we've been too strong for too long, and i cant be without you baby, and i'll be waiting up until you get home, cause i cant sleep without you baby.
too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it.i promise, im not suppose to feel this way.
im sorry.
i love you, till eternity.
-meyaa
10:46 PM;
go on, gimme some♥
