empowered.

Hello, Pretty Strangers.
I'm learning on how to change the world, by changing diapers first.
I'm an only child with four sisters and a brother.
No. Wait. Make that five sisters. I was told to choose one more, anyone in the world and I chose her.
I was spoilt as a child and is still trying to grow up.
But there are "evil" people in the world who makes pretty things and I can't seem to stop myself.
Especially colourful undies.
&bags.
&trinkets.
&bags.
&bags.
Still trying, though.
I love to eat but I don't hate the treadmill.
I'm just plain lazy.
Lazy.
& fickle.
I like to pop by SB-TH and give my Bubbles & Buttercup chocolates.
Then, I'll spend all my money buying a Venti & just waste my time away.
Perfeckt.
My issues with hair is never-ending.
I love bimbo books, with pretty covers.
Aisyah Sufiyah is my favourite-est-est girl.
My friends call my continous, multiple, self-shots; narcissism.
I prefer to say its capturing memories.
I never had the bestest group of friends like I have now.
When I'm not happy, I talk to God in English.
& He listens.
The rest of the time, I'm pretty much happy.
So, in short;
My life's very much blessed.

so it was my very first day as a Ngee Ann Poly student.
whee i like that.
lectures were GREAT.
there are so many GREAT, COOL, FUN FACTS things abt child,babies,infant, adolescents that evryone should know!
im cool with the modules, assignments and all.
i made some new friends but not e kindar friends i expected.
its kindar disappointing aint it?
its like im taken out of my comfort zone. which literally is having friends whom im so in love with. like bubbles, buttercup and nurool also known as sharul, nana and nurool. also friends like liying, qah, xueling, ah lao. all those e5 mates.
its just so really diff.
evryone's just different in their own unique way i guess.
but its really sad cause i just dont forsee myself getting close with my classmates which BTW is class 1A02. HEH.
even when nana kept saying its still too early to say things like that.
but hey, first impression means ALOT rite?
ok laaaaa enough bout that.
im home alone. with no food.
how very surprising.
but ive got things to do to ENTERTAIN MYSELF.
look what a girl in her pyjamas, a cute lil headband and a boring self can do with a trusty little camera phone.

HEH HEH.
oh anyways, ive to start planning my timetable and writing/drawing it down into my pretty pretty notebook from Paperchase@Borders.
=D
but first, imma watch some teeveee cause ive got plenty time to do that as im starting sch at 2 tmr! COOL ey?
but i still have the notes to read. ok i'll read when there's adverts.
nyehs.
oh and,
there's a little something my dearly beloved pple or pple who think that im dearly beloved to them should know.
im currently in a state of "something im trying to figure out myself"
i need to talk to someone bout this but its like so passe alrdy
cause maybe evryone thought ive gotten over it.
like its something im really trying very hard to figure out.
NEVER MIND. its also confusing.
i.need.help.
from myself.

Boy you're so hard to believe
Boy you're so hard to believe

Just a friend
That's all I've ever been to you
Oh just a girl
Who wants to be the center of your world
But I ain't got much to offer
But my heart and soul
And I guess that's not enough
For you to notice me I'm just a girl
And I guess that's all I'll ever be to you
To you

I try to smile when I see other girls with you
Acting like everything is ok
But ohh
You don't know how it feels to be so in love
With someone who doesn't even know
My secret love

In my dreams I see us both together constantly
Why can't you see
This love that's here for you inside of me
Ohhh What do I have to do
For you to notice this
You look at her with love
With me it's just friendship I'm just your girl
And I guess that's all I'll ever be to you
To you

I try to smile when I see other girls with you
Acting like everything is ok
But ohh you don't know how it feels to be so in love
With someone who doesn't even know
My secret love
-JOJO; My Secret Love

it aint that simple
too complicated for matters alrdy so complicated

meyaa
-much loves&misses

7:43 PM;
go on, gimme some♥

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