empowered.

Hello, Pretty Strangers.
I'm learning on how to change the world, by changing diapers first.
I'm an only child with four sisters and a brother.
No. Wait. Make that five sisters. I was told to choose one more, anyone in the world and I chose her.
I was spoilt as a child and is still trying to grow up.
But there are "evil" people in the world who makes pretty things and I can't seem to stop myself.
Especially colourful undies.
&bags.
&trinkets.
&bags.
&bags.
Still trying, though.
I love to eat but I don't hate the treadmill.
I'm just plain lazy.
Lazy.
& fickle.
I like to pop by SB-TH and give my Bubbles & Buttercup chocolates.
Then, I'll spend all my money buying a Venti & just waste my time away.
Perfeckt.
My issues with hair is never-ending.
I love bimbo books, with pretty covers.
Aisyah Sufiyah is my favourite-est-est girl.
My friends call my continous, multiple, self-shots; narcissism.
I prefer to say its capturing memories.
I never had the bestest group of friends like I have now.
When I'm not happy, I talk to God in English.
& He listens.
The rest of the time, I'm pretty much happy.
So, in short;
My life's very much blessed.

its been quite a while
prelims over just for the week
physics, geog p1, science mcq and F&N left
then its a itsy bitsy short break for me and my planners to prepare for the parteeh!
=)
oh anyways, ive been coming across lotsa stuff on mushy wushy love stuffs
be it novels that i read or dramas that i watch
its so lovey dovey nowadays
not only the good mushies stuffies but also the breaking ups and stuffs
oh gosh
i feel so scared already
i mean the years coming to an end
a year has almost pass cross me like a swift
it feels just like ytd that i was blogging my new years resolution
i'll do my best for o's and stuffs and then thats it
it will then decide my fate
its like stepping out into the world
B's gonna finish his n's and while waiting for *pray hard* results to sec5, he's gonna work
before i know it he'll be out serving NS
i dunno
it just creeps the freeps outta me
there'll be plans for me to start part-timing
i dunno if i can even survive
ive been living a sheltered life for almost 16yrs its just so creepy to leave secondary life and step into something so diff
what i know is that there's a bridge between teenHOOD and something more mature and i assure you, i'll be standing on that bridge for quite awhile
love creeps me too these days
there's this feeling lurking within me
this rather uneasy feeling
which i dont know what
i feel that being attached is good
someone to look after and just simply care bout you
but at the same time i feel TOO attached
i dunno what im mumbling anymore
its too complicated
B does wonders to keep me in love
ditching him once has taught me lessons for a lifetime
its crazy
i guess my hormones are crazy these days (mensies has skipped me for a month already)
i cant seem to express my feelings that much
*let out a HIGE sigh*
oh holy crap!
i love NOR AZAN FIRDAUS and thats it then.
=)

on a not so heavy note,

i'll have lotsa thingies to look forward to
sweetest sixTEEN maybe?
*beams*
i'll have fun wit my dearies and closest to heart with a huge PINK cake
*winks to evryone who's planning for a holiday in dec, please please please slot me somewhere in, pretty please?

with lotsa crazy hormones within,
yours truly

p/s: i'd realleh like to know the identity of a certain someone who chat me up on chatango last week. oh please at least reveal who you are. there's no point hiding. i wont bite.
au revoir bitch.

6:34 PM;
go on, gimme some♥

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