this is thus by far the
painfullest time of the 16years of my life
this, is the
Purest of Painwill u ever let him go?
and if u do, will u take him from me so?
Dear God, please protect my dearest daddy-o
Dear God,
grant him all the health and if there isnt enough, take mine
as i will
exchange my life for his Dearest God
the most painful times
thee most pain
my dear daddy, i pray u'll be out of danger and i'll make Him promise so
the puffy eyes
those buckets of tears
these hurt
thee most painfulnothing can ever replace you in my life, Nothing and Never
dear dad, you know ive only got you and mommy for the past 16yrs of my life, you're the air i breathe, you're the life i have
evry single day daddy, never once did u ever leave me
why now must you be in the room full of
Intensive
Care from the people in the
Unit that you dont know
i'll take care of you daddy, please gimme a chance to do so
this was never right
why make it go wrong?
from the moment you're supported with wires daddy, my life's been so empty
never have you ever leave me daddy
and please dont, at least, please dont leave me now, No not Now daddy
the empty moments sitting outside your room daddy filled with empty thoughts, hurting heart, hot pricking tears
i know daddy, you dont want this too and so i pray for your best
my daddy
my outpouring moments filled with these thoughts:my eyes are filled with tearsmy heart darkened by fearsome shadowshould this happen,why must it be my dearest ol-daddy-owhen the moment God says its time to gowill i be overwhelmed with feelings i cant tell never sowill this unfair world crumble and tumble upon me,pulverizing my fragile heart or soare there gonna be losing reminiscence of me and you, my dearest daddy,should there be, ohi know deep inside I LOVE YOUand so do YOU my HEART and SOULwhen i stare out the window, i could only see misty shadowwhen i see the world goes by, all i want is not you to leave mommy a widowyou know we love you daddy, we doall we want is you to be out of the room full of wires, yes BINGOdaddy, daddy be free from all the whirly lingomay you be in greatest condition till the moment i say you may gocuz, never will i ever mention that should you know
dearest daddy:
when you make me promise so,
i will
i am sorry for everything
just so sorry
you know deep inside I Love You
and i know you do too
Get Well Soon
I Love You and Mommy More Than ANYTHING The World Can Offer
this is not the best timeto those who cared so much:Thank You from the bottom of my heart
Nor Azan Firdaus:ive no idea how else i should thank you honey, hearts
my family and relatives:this has brought us together more than ever, lets be strong and pray for daddy
9:41 PM;
go on, gimme some♥