Hello, Pretty Strangers.
I'm learning on how to change the world, by changing diapers first.
I'm an only child with four sisters and a brother.
No. Wait. Make that five sisters. I was told to choose one more, anyone in the world and I chose her.
I was spoilt as a child and is still trying to grow up.
But there are "evil" people in the world who makes pretty things and I can't seem to stop myself.
Especially colourful undies.
&bags.
&trinkets.
&bags.
&bags.
Still trying, though.
I love to eat but I don't hate the treadmill.
I'm just plain lazy.
Lazy.
& fickle.
I like to pop by SB-TH and give my Bubbles & Buttercup chocolates.
Then, I'll spend all my money buying a Venti & just waste my time away.
Perfeckt.
My issues with hair is never-ending.
I love bimbo books, with pretty covers.
Aisyah Sufiyah is my favourite-est-est girl.
My friends call my continous, multiple, self-shots; narcissism.
I prefer to say its capturing memories.
I never had the bestest group of friends like I have now.
When I'm not happy, I talk to God in English.
& He listens.
The rest of the time, I'm pretty much happy.
So, in short;
My life's very much blessed.
"The name's Umairah but you can call me Meyaa"
8teen
zero7December8nine
Mommeh's only&favourite mess
"I just do it with Love"
Border's spree
Topshop/Dorothy Perkin spree
Salvatore Ferragamo's Varina Patent Bow flats
=) the bright sideok.so daddy's thankfully out of dangerapart from the *hush hush* health thinghy being done on daddy, i believe all the prayers from Loved Ones,Family,Friends:those who Caredhad help daddy muchheaps of thanksthats all i can giveme,bro&sish has been the primary caregivers to daddy apart from the nursesi KNOW daddy would tear buckets if sis leave tml for KL=*(evrytime a relative leave,he'd crygoshits so saddaddy, daddy, pple have work to do my dearestme and mummy will take care of youthats a promisewill it do?anyways, mebbe by next week he'll be outpray hardi love you my Dearest Daddy=( darker side
its been a long week
in fact the longest week most felt ever
just one thing ive got to say
apart from the exam papers being done and OVER with, all along, ive been thinking of daddy
and i know never have ever in my 10years of education did i ever screw my papers this way
and i know i'll get what i deserve
nothing can ever turn back time
i just thank dear God, daddy's out of danger
no one will ever feel the agony im in
nope.no one.
nothing WAS right
why make it go wrong?
will there be a space in between?
where do i go from here?
this is not the end
its just about to begin
but,how do i carry on?
will there be a ray of guidance?
a shine of hope?
just a flicker?
a glimmer will do...
im hopeless and in agony
im so stressed out
-im in deep ...
i want to walk in the sun,
feel the sand,
watch the orange horizon
and when nightfalls,
count the stars wimme pretty please?
please make it right for me...
i deserve what i get
11:00 PM;
go on, gimme some♥