Hello, Pretty Strangers.
I'm learning on how to change the world, by changing diapers first.
I'm an only child with four sisters and a brother.
No. Wait. Make that five sisters. I was told to choose one more, anyone in the world and I chose her.
I was spoilt as a child and is still trying to grow up.
But there are "evil" people in the world who makes pretty things and I can't seem to stop myself.
Especially colourful undies.
&bags.
&trinkets.
&bags.
&bags.
Still trying, though.
I love to eat but I don't hate the treadmill.
I'm just plain lazy.
Lazy.
& fickle.
I like to pop by SB-TH and give my Bubbles & Buttercup chocolates.
Then, I'll spend all my money buying a Venti & just waste my time away.
Perfeckt.
My issues with hair is never-ending.
I love bimbo books, with pretty covers.
Aisyah Sufiyah is my favourite-est-est girl.
My friends call my continous, multiple, self-shots; narcissism.
I prefer to say its capturing memories.
I never had the bestest group of friends like I have now.
When I'm not happy, I talk to God in English.
& He listens.
The rest of the time, I'm pretty much happy.
So, in short;
My life's very much blessed.
"The name's Umairah but you can call me Meyaa"
8teen
zero7December8nine
Mommeh's only&favourite mess
"I just do it with Love"
Border's spree
Topshop/Dorothy Perkin spree
Salvatore Ferragamo's Varina Patent Bow flats
do you know how great the feeling is to weep onto ur pillow with ur geog notebook by ur bedside until you fell asleep...???well,i do...geeeyarhjust did that last niteas usualbaby cant lullabye me to sleepharhsbut its not his faulthe's illfeverso he needs the sleepsheeshbut it was a nice refreshmenti ponderi thinki crycry and cryit feels just oh-so-goodnahhim crazyim lonely larhhi felt that things that ive done to touch people's life is just wastedyarhdown the fucking draini mean i dont and wont ask for anything that ive given,back but i guess...things just wont turn right for me yarhno girlfriend(s) to depend ongeei just feel so...*dopeY*no sleepoversno shopping spreesno yak yak yakjust so lonelyi guess i just have to be like this until the right one come byyeah i do wish for one good gfi believe there will be someone, some girl out there who's gonna be the friend im waiting fori know im selfishi think im just too pampered that i wont sharei mean i do share things, i even give my things away to peoplejust that some things in the world, i just wanns it to be mine and only minefor example,a gfyeahi think im selfishbut im not like "ure my friend so you cant go around be-friending anyone esle"nope.just that i tend to get jealous if some other pple gets closer to a gf of mineyeahto me, that gf who's my bestest,true,good,confidant friend is somehow someone im responsible forto take care of, to listen to, just to give my all toso i somehow wont be happy if a good gf who confides with me about evry single thing,gets close to another personi just cantim someone who commits to whatever i doif i say care, i mean itif i say i love, i really doif i listen to you, your troubles are mine tooif i say yes, it wont mean noif i accept you as a friend, you are oneif i show how i truly feels, it means that's how it is deep inside my heartyes it isand evry single person i gave my all tojust disappoints meover and over againand from now on,it stops hereyes it doesshow me you really care, love, need methensomehow someday i may give my all to youagain.im just so sick and tiredthat its timei just stop.being the goody-goody nice personif tomorrow im not the person im,just accept it and walk awaytell me that you will appreciateand i promise i will tooi wont be the person you used to knowyou make me this way
7:27 PM;
go on, gimme some♥
