Hello, Pretty Strangers.
I'm learning on how to change the world, by changing diapers first.
I'm an only child with four sisters and a brother.
No. Wait. Make that five sisters. I was told to choose one more, anyone in the world and I chose her.
I was spoilt as a child and is still trying to grow up.
But there are "evil" people in the world who makes pretty things and I can't seem to stop myself.
Especially colourful undies.
&bags.
&trinkets.
&bags.
&bags.
Still trying, though.
I love to eat but I don't hate the treadmill.
I'm just plain lazy.
Lazy.
& fickle.
I like to pop by SB-TH and give my Bubbles & Buttercup chocolates.
Then, I'll spend all my money buying a Venti & just waste my time away.
Perfeckt.
My issues with hair is never-ending.
I love bimbo books, with pretty covers.
Aisyah Sufiyah is my favourite-est-est girl.
My friends call my continous, multiple, self-shots; narcissism.
I prefer to say its capturing memories.
I never had the bestest group of friends like I have now.
When I'm not happy, I talk to God in English.
& He listens.
The rest of the time, I'm pretty much happy.
So, in short;
My life's very much blessed.
"The name's Umairah but you can call me Meyaa"
8teen
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Mommeh's only&favourite mess
"I just do it with Love"
Border's spree
Topshop/Dorothy Perkin spree
Salvatore Ferragamo's Varina Patent Bow flats
never would i thought
it seems so perfect
it looks so beautiful
it feels so nice
it was imperfect
and
will always be
uncertainity lies beneathe me
tell me you love me
i know i do
do you?
state of depression
lost identity
missing piece
flew high once
fell hard
he picked me up
but
where were you?
when i needed most
i kept on searching
will i ever find any
can this imperfection
turn almost perfect
will you ever turn up?
can you be there standing when i need someone to hold on to?
have you always been there?
why didnt i realise?
how can i find you?
what will it be?
how long will it last?
tell me
stop me from searching
bring me back to certainity
im never aware
because
you were never there
when will our paths meet?
when can our worlds collide?
how can i find you?
it hurts so much,
it doesnt feel anymore
numbness in me
make the hurt go
please...
umairah`
im just so tired-
10:57 PM;
go on, gimme some♥