the madness in the morninggosh i cant believe im so excited for today's outing that i woke atexactly 0759am and cant go back to sleephehsactually im excited to watch professional rugby played live in front of me and most importantly meet the Nor Azan Firdaus!!!i miss humpty baby to bittslolsso thats basically why im excitedwhen shopping with the mommy yesterdaywanted to get a green top from fourskin to go with my reef shoes so got them already and when i was going down the escalator at heeren i saw a pretty nice skool bag at mambo!!!hehsi was AWARE that the price tag is *too gorgeous* but managed to drag mommy in and ask her bout it cuz she did promise me to replace my torn and tattered school bag from amsterdam so yeah...i MANAGED to persuade her and BOOM I GOT THE BAG!!!and now i have a similar bag with my nabila babehehsi do think its a waste of money cuz looking at it, ive got less than a year left so i made a promise to myself and that is to do very very well and make it to jc then use the bag for skool then!!! i hate to see my mommy's money just go wasted...yeah!hehsvery happy girl yesterdaynever tot i could afford something from mambothen met the abah(daddy)went to eat at this turkish restaurant at far east and went homelolsnow im still sitting here wishing for time to pass quickly!!!i wanna meet the boyfren!you know, im grateful now that me and humpty live quite a distance from each otheryeah, that way we seldom meet, well to be exact we meet usually once a weeki know you may ask "so how to survive the relationship???"it does sometimes seem so inconvenient but thinking bout it, it does test our relationshipamk-------------------cckis like galaxies away from each otherbut the more we miss each other,the closer we gotand soNor Azan Firdaus,i love you with all my heart"we" may be temporary"we" may not last forever"we" may never be what we want it to bebut, deep inside,i know thatyou and me is going to cherish every breath we take together until the very moment, fate, need us to go our seperate ways and till then,you are going to be the life i want to spend i love you humpty baby!!!all those misunderstandingsall those quarrelsall those tears i made you shedall those tears you made me shedall are forgivenbecause deep inside,i know i can never make our near perfect relationship,PERFECTmy love for you,can never be measuredschmmuackxnow babies, my new fav song,i just got hold of this lovely songenjoy...
Sorry didn't mean to call you but I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak, couldn't even hide it
And so I
surrendered,
just to hear your voiceDon't know how many times I said I'm gonna live without you,and maybe someone else is standing there beside you,but there's something, baby you need to know
That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dyingI have to see you,it's all that I'm askingVida, give me back
my fantasyThe
courage that I need to live,the air that I breathe
Cariño mio,
my world's become so emptyThe days are so
cold and lonely and each night I taste the
purest of painQuisiera decirte que hoy estoy de maravillaque no me ha afectado lo de tu partida pero con un dedo no se tapa el sol
Estoy muriendo, muriendo por verte
Agonizando, muy lento y muy fuerte
Vida, devuelveme mis fantasias, mis ganas de vivir la vida, devuelveme elaire
Cariño mio, sin tin yo me siento vacio, las tardes son un laberinto, las nochesme saben, a
puro dolorVida, give me back my fantasy
The courage that I need to live,the air that I breathe
Cariño mio, my world's become so empty
The days are so cold and lonelyand each night I taste the purest of pain
I'm sorry I didn't mean to call you but I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak, couldn't even hide it
And so I surrendered just to hear your voice
reminds me-i let you goi know its a mistakeregrets overflowing my bodyi was weaki knew it was wrongbut now,you're my life-Nor Azan Firdausand thats it.
my dear friend,
dont ever take me as a fool
because im no barbie you can toy with
no im not
the moment i treat you like a real friend,
dont u ever fool me
i hate it
and hatred turns me nasty
be careful what you're toying with
you know i love you
do you?
9:04 AM;
go on, gimme some♥
