empowered.

Hello, Pretty Strangers.
I'm learning on how to change the world, by changing diapers first.
I'm an only child with four sisters and a brother.
No. Wait. Make that five sisters. I was told to choose one more, anyone in the world and I chose her.
I was spoilt as a child and is still trying to grow up.
But there are "evil" people in the world who makes pretty things and I can't seem to stop myself.
Especially colourful undies.
&bags.
&trinkets.
&bags.
&bags.
Still trying, though.
I love to eat but I don't hate the treadmill.
I'm just plain lazy.
Lazy.
& fickle.
I like to pop by SB-TH and give my Bubbles & Buttercup chocolates.
Then, I'll spend all my money buying a Venti & just waste my time away.
Perfeckt.
My issues with hair is never-ending.
I love bimbo books, with pretty covers.
Aisyah Sufiyah is my favourite-est-est girl.
My friends call my continous, multiple, self-shots; narcissism.
I prefer to say its capturing memories.
I never had the bestest group of friends like I have now.
When I'm not happy, I talk to God in English.
& He listens.
The rest of the time, I'm pretty much happy.
So, in short;
My life's very much blessed.

heys
im doomed
im just so fucked up
i think if i sell fish, i'll be rich because im a very
selfish girlfriend
yeah
more like selfish lover
gosh
had a tiff with baby or shall i say fight
yeahh
dont wish to elaborate
but still we went out
head out to town
when to lido and the queue was like *grrrrrr*
but still, queued
bought tix for miss congeniality 2: armed and fabulous and exchange the voucher i got from school for another tix
it was hilarious and it has the same storyline as the 1st one and so the character of the agent is similar, overall, its nice
yeah
then went to eat at ljs far east
-i had sudden reminiscent when i was eating
-drama queen and *toots*
-yuck,no,double yuck
haiss... fate
when our paths meet, we have to cross each other
and if the case was we hate each other we have to pass by each other with
disgust
i was disgusted
gee
then after movie, when home
...
had some awful teary-eyed moments in the bus but i guess...
it's ok?
hopefully its ok
i really cant afford to lose anyone in my life anymore
no
i cant
but sometimes i think i neglect myself to make pple around me happy
and
i do have patience
but i've ran out of it
time and time again im disappointed in you baby but i hate myself to be disappointed in you
as i say,
i live for only 3 people in my life
mum, dad and you
i wake up evryday for the 3 of you
i carried on my life for the 3 of you
i do my best in my studies and behave as well as possible for you guys
my past,present and future is for the 3 of you
i really dont have anyone else
no i dont
and
baby,
im sorry
i did things that i did
for you
and
im really sorry
...

it doesnt hurt so much anymore
but
its deep
and it needs time to heal

i miss you to bettabits

8:44 PM;
go on, gimme some♥

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