Hello, Pretty Strangers.
I'm learning on how to change the world, by changing diapers first.
I'm an only child with four sisters and a brother.
No. Wait. Make that five sisters. I was told to choose one more, anyone in the world and I chose her.
I was spoilt as a child and is still trying to grow up.
But there are "evil" people in the world who makes pretty things and I can't seem to stop myself.
Especially colourful undies.
&bags.
&trinkets.
&bags.
&bags.
Still trying, though.
I love to eat but I don't hate the treadmill.
I'm just plain lazy.
Lazy.
& fickle.
I like to pop by SB-TH and give my Bubbles & Buttercup chocolates.
Then, I'll spend all my money buying a Venti & just waste my time away.
Perfeckt.
My issues with hair is never-ending.
I love bimbo books, with pretty covers.
Aisyah Sufiyah is my favourite-est-est girl.
My friends call my continous, multiple, self-shots; narcissism.
I prefer to say its capturing memories.
I never had the bestest group of friends like I have now.
When I'm not happy, I talk to God in English.
& He listens.
The rest of the time, I'm pretty much happy.
So, in short;
My life's very much blessed.
"The name's Umairah but you can call me Meyaa"
8teen
zero7December8nine
Mommeh's only&favourite mess
"I just do it with Love"
Border's spree
Topshop/Dorothy Perkin spree
Salvatore Ferragamo's Varina Patent Bow flats
look into my eyes aand tell me wadd you seeexplain to me that blurry imagedo you see me???yeahhhwent to watch baby's matchits so grueling for menot sure if thats a right word thou'yeahhits like so stressfulheheexaggeratinggeeheesthey won!!!then me and qahh took the skul bus all the way back to greenridgeand then waited,waited and waitedfor the baby to finish bathing then walk all the wayy to this place and had mybreakfast cum lunch cum dinner of chick ricethen...baby stopped eatingg and his eyes were bloodshotso scaryyso we finshed our meals and took cab thenkiss him niteandme&qah made our wayy homethnx babe for tagging wit mereached home and were like asking mum"hows the parents-teacher conference?""wadd did my teachers say????!!""where's my report card....????""i wanna know my f&n results!!!"and...here it iseng-63...highest in class cohort for the 1st friggin timemaths-fucking 42...from f9 to an e8malay-74...i need one more fucking pt to get an a1combined sci-53 i thinkkhuman(ss,hist)-77...can do bettergeog-81...okielaf&n-...70!!! one more freaking pt for the highest in class cohortyeahhso therre it isand i swear if i can achieve that or even better for o's im gonna be FUCKING HAPPYbutyeah meyaa goonduuheadits just friggin ca marksnot even mid-yearso therre you goim gonna aim low, shoot highthis is it mannif im not gonna start now, nothing can helpp meso yeah enuff bout itanywayy teacher's comments are all positive, thank goddbaby just called he had a quick food or sumfinkkof cuz laahe didnt finish his plate of carrot cakepoor baby1st time see him so lethargic liddatand poor mehaving this saturdayy nite prettaye lonelyymebbe watchingg new york minute later onyeahisnt this better the entry i meanmy recent posts are all boutbitches, hatred, sadnessyeahso you think this one aint gonna be onewellyou're wronghah take thati fuckingg knoww no one reads this pathetic blogg of mineyeahhso i use it it is for me to use anywayto rant all i wantherre it goes once againyour fairytale wont have ahappily ever after trust meim so sick of it reallyand to think that im still at itmebbe most of you dunt and wont understandi hate it myselfandtrust me i dont understand it myselffas i said,i miss somethingg badlyya missing puzzle i guessand i just need it to make my picture perfect lyffe to reeli bePERFECT really bei gave my all if it comes to pleasing others trust me, i dobut its not easy to please evryonesometimes to please someone you have to hurt anotherand i hate itto think that after all that ive given to evrysingle person in my lyffe,therre aint a single appreciation okie mebbe there is from baby, i knowi duntt need sympathyyi just need youreally i dobut too badi have to hate youcuzz you brought this upon yourselfand im so sorry for myself to say thathating you is a matter of fact hating mewell for todayyi rest my case herrebut tommorow i'll be back to let you seewadd's more hidden underr those sweet, sweet smiles...
11:07 PM;
go on, gimme some♥
