Hello, Pretty Strangers.
I'm learning on how to change the world, by changing diapers first.
I'm an only child with four sisters and a brother.
No. Wait. Make that five sisters. I was told to choose one more, anyone in the world and I chose her.
I was spoilt as a child and is still trying to grow up.
But there are "evil" people in the world who makes pretty things and I can't seem to stop myself.
Especially colourful undies.
&bags.
&trinkets.
&bags.
&bags.
Still trying, though.
I love to eat but I don't hate the treadmill.
I'm just plain lazy.
Lazy.
& fickle.
I like to pop by SB-TH and give my Bubbles & Buttercup chocolates.
Then, I'll spend all my money buying a Venti & just waste my time away.
Perfeckt.
My issues with hair is never-ending.
I love bimbo books, with pretty covers.
Aisyah Sufiyah is my favourite-est-est girl.
My friends call my continous, multiple, self-shots; narcissism.
I prefer to say its capturing memories.
I never had the bestest group of friends like I have now.
When I'm not happy, I talk to God in English.
& He listens.
The rest of the time, I'm pretty much happy.
So, in short;
My life's very much blessed.
"The name's Umairah but you can call me Meyaa"
8teen
zero7December8nine
Mommeh's only&favourite mess
"I just do it with Love"
Border's spree
Topshop/Dorothy Perkin spree
Salvatore Ferragamo's Varina Patent Bow flats
if you wont be there for me, barbie will...yes cold hard shiny plastic without a heart 
gee...
what was that???
well well
i just finished my survey for coursework
yearp i managed to do 7 questions
im down with bad flu
sheesh
hate it if my nose just wants to run away from me
just simply hates it
im gonna wrap evrything up then pack by bag cuz lately ive been forgetting to bring lotsa things to school
and then im going to take panadol and hit the pillow
that's if i can, if cant then i'll snuggle up under my duvet and read a novel or talk to baby and that's it for today
...
as predicted,
tears and sobs lullaby-ed me to sleep last nite
i got so teary eyed that i gave up sms-ing baby and fell asleep
...
god, another week of looking at her and hearing her fucking voice just terrorise my brain
i so wanna kill her and carry on with my life
...
did some thinking last nite,
if the history of friends (the 2 fugly biatch)
has shattered the hopes they've given me,
why would i be so stupid so as to not accept the hopes new people that are coming into my life is trying to give me???
i guess it just hurts badly
and the saying goes...
once bitten, twice shy
as for me im just so petrified that there is going to be third or fourth or just continuing
am i cursed or what???
...
anyway,
came across something that might start the same thing all over again...
gosh it just wont stop
if she's evrything you need,
then forget about missing me
if she's there for you evrytime
then forget about telling me stuffs
i know long ago that you've long left my life and walked into another
i just wished that i didnt turn so jealous this way
i just hoped that im still there in
your heart
your life
but
i still love you
yes i do miss you
hopefully, things dont turn ugly
...
dont blame me if i say
nor azan firdaus, my humpty dumpty, my baby
is the only living soul apart from mum and dad
i love with all my heart
cause,
he's been there
he listens
he cared
he loved and still is loving
he cried
he shattered
he flew
he fell
he laughs
he cries again
he held on tight
he never let go
he never leaves
he didnt just give me hope
he is just there
he will always be
he is not fake
and it just goes on...
i may sound stupid
i may sound dumb to some girls so as to pin high hopes on a guy
but this guy, is not just a guy
he is not just a boyfriend
he is the girlfriend,he is the mum,he is the dad,he is the caretaker,he is the giver,he is the one,the only one
and he doesnt just give me hopes,he makes it come true
he let me be the person i AM
something that only he can do
yes i know,
im scared these all will end
but
nothing, nothing can stop me from loving him
and if one day we're destined to go our seperate ways, i know he'll be there, as nor azan firdaus
baby,
when our world collide,
i thank GOD
its you
...
i fell hard and he picked me up`
7:57 PM;
go on, gimme some♥
