Hello, Pretty Strangers.
I'm learning on how to change the world, by changing diapers first.
I'm an only child with four sisters and a brother.
No. Wait. Make that five sisters. I was told to choose one more, anyone in the world and I chose her.
I was spoilt as a child and is still trying to grow up.
But there are "evil" people in the world who makes pretty things and I can't seem to stop myself.
Especially colourful undies.
&bags.
&trinkets.
&bags.
&bags.
Still trying, though.
I love to eat but I don't hate the treadmill.
I'm just plain lazy.
Lazy.
& fickle.
I like to pop by SB-TH and give my Bubbles & Buttercup chocolates.
Then, I'll spend all my money buying a Venti & just waste my time away.
Perfeckt.
My issues with hair is never-ending.
I love bimbo books, with pretty covers.
Aisyah Sufiyah is my favourite-est-est girl.
My friends call my continous, multiple, self-shots; narcissism.
I prefer to say its capturing memories.
I never had the bestest group of friends like I have now.
When I'm not happy, I talk to God in English.
& He listens.
The rest of the time, I'm pretty much happy.
So, in short;
My life's very much blessed.
"The name's Umairah but you can call me Meyaa"
8teen
zero7December8nine
Mommeh's only&favourite mess
"I just do it with Love"
Border's spree
Topshop/Dorothy Perkin spree
Salvatore Ferragamo's Varina Patent Bow flats
Ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and coldMy life just hasn't been the same ohh baby, noooWhen I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you goI just broke down Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrificeCuz the feeling that I feel withinNo other man would ever make me feel so rightIts nice to smile when I get your phone call at nightBut I'd rather have you here with me, right next to meI miss the way you hold me tightI gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touchI never thought that I could ever love a man so muchI gotta let you know I think that we are destinyFor you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anythingThats right baby I'm going crazyI need to be your ladyi am your ladyy babyyhehsyearppi just so love- natalie's: goin crazyynice songgrawks my sockso much for all my thoughts...yeahh so hadd lunch wit lelaaathanx shawtyy babe for talking wimme boutt stuffsi guess...i will lett it goyeahh i want to lett goive done much thinkinggtherre are people who loves mewhyy should i hurt them by hurting myselffi cant standd herr i cant accept herr the wayy she is nowwi cant see us back as friends anymoreim sorryi cant hurtt myselff anymorei so much wanna make things rite againni so much wanna us to be togedderbut too baddyou and me is nowhistoryyhistoryy of regretshistoryy of brokenn promiseshistoryy of changes that you went thruunot meits youive done much thinkingg and therre isn't gonna be anyyy wayy outt for usno matter how much i love youno matter how much i careno matter how lonelyy you're gonna beno matter how we're gonna be fromm now onnothingg can change this decisioni hope my decision will serve a purpose for you and that is for you to understandd how i feel and tryy to changefor the betterim sorry if what im doingg is gonna affect youubut i cantt lett thiss go on anymorehurtingg myselff boutt us while you're outt havingg helluva fun wit your cliques or so called friends aint gonna happen anymoremebbe this is gonna take some timethis, meaning me erasingg all the memories of usive gone thru this once wit hernow im goin thru this again wit youi guess historyy does repeats itselffit hurts yessbut if i dont lett this goim goin to be hurtt so much morei guess im nott destined to have a good frienda good friend who i can depend on so muchas i knoww im weakkbut i knoww godd is greati mayy nott have a good friend buti have people who trulyy loves memums, dads, babyyyeahhi knoww i have them their my lyffebabyy,its been difficult for me to believe in us as therre's been brokenn promises...too much of themmbut i know you'll patiently waitt for meand i thank you for thatim grateful for your carefor your advicesfor your understandinggfor your great patience goin thruu all this shitts wimme and telling me its your dutyy to do anythingg for me...telling me that its okkie to cryy then makingg me stopp cryinggby makingg me laugh as it hurts you to see me cryythank you for all the meaningful tears we shedd togedderi hope you'll patientlyy waitt for me to accept us slowlyy... accept the promises you made and make it our promisesaccept the hopes that you gave and make it our'saccept the future that you hope for and make it mineslowlyy babyy i willno promises madebut i knoww i willcuzz i knoww fromm all the chambers and veins of my heartt,i love youi knoww you're gonna,flyy with me babyy keep on lovingg meokkieguyyssorry for all the suckky entries that doesnt mean a thinggi will tryy okkkiethanxfor evryone who's been concerni love y'all muackz
7:37 PM;
go on, gimme some♥
