Hello, Pretty Strangers.
I'm learning on how to change the world, by changing diapers first.
I'm an only child with four sisters and a brother.
No. Wait. Make that five sisters. I was told to choose one more, anyone in the world and I chose her.
I was spoilt as a child and is still trying to grow up.
But there are "evil" people in the world who makes pretty things and I can't seem to stop myself.
Especially colourful undies.
&bags.
&trinkets.
&bags.
&bags.
Still trying, though.
I love to eat but I don't hate the treadmill.
I'm just plain lazy.
Lazy.
& fickle.
I like to pop by SB-TH and give my Bubbles & Buttercup chocolates.
Then, I'll spend all my money buying a Venti & just waste my time away.
Perfeckt.
My issues with hair is never-ending.
I love bimbo books, with pretty covers.
Aisyah Sufiyah is my favourite-est-est girl.
My friends call my continous, multiple, self-shots; narcissism.
I prefer to say its capturing memories.
I never had the bestest group of friends like I have now.
When I'm not happy, I talk to God in English.
& He listens.
The rest of the time, I'm pretty much happy.
So, in short;
My life's very much blessed.
"The name's Umairah but you can call me Meyaa"
8teen
zero7December8nine
Mommeh's only&favourite mess
"I just do it with Love"
Border's spree
Topshop/Dorothy Perkin spree
Salvatore Ferragamo's Varina Patent Bow flats
everybodyys changing and i dontt feel the sameyeahhshitt thati noee i can countt on yaaletts talkk aboutttfriendsyearpp yearppthe golden wordbut1st of all i wanna sayy i dunt wanna repeatt the shitts that happened in the pastso yeahhletts just startnow...bless nana qahh lelaa 1sttall the best wit ya friendshipptrustt me it'll lastt forevaathen yeahhletts startt bout meyyawaitt i wanna sayythanksto all my friends in school that brought joyy to my lyffe every single dayy withoutt failltoo muchha mentionn namesyearrpthen therre's babyy!!yearpp my darlinggloves himm to bettabitsthenn therre's nurooll yearpp that diff motherr diff fatherr sis of minethenn therre's momms and poppslove them to cloudd nineforevaa their mineokiie so whoo else i didnt mentioonn??so yeah thats a whole listt of peepoos that BRIGHTEN UP MY DAYY
so i noee you shouldd by noww sayy whats the probb wit lyffe if im surrounded by a whole lotts of *bunchh*yeahhim sufferingg fromm depression ok just mebbe its a simple reasonnmebbe 2one i duntt need to be so sadisttwo i need a friendyeahh seriouslyynott just someone who cann brighten up my dayy but also share thinggs that dulls my dayy the mostti just cantt seem to findd that someoneim tryinng my best not to hate pple i used to treasuree and love so muchhhyearpp its nott wrongg to changee but i do hope that pple change for the betteri miss pplei miss those timesyeahh sure i h a t e youui meann wadd are you thinkingg???buti do have the soft spott in me yeahhi reeli hopedd you had look close enuffsee those shitts under those oh-so-sweet smileetherre's so much more underr the cheerfull meyaa u seeso much morei live in darknessi shedd the light of happinessseen in my eyesi tear myselff to sleepi hate myselffforhating youso much had i donenothingg will changeso much had i hopedd happiness is shorttfor memebbe i will just go to sleepthennwhen i wake upmebbe all this shitts are justbad d r e a m show i wishhtell me somehowwthat you understandsplease tell meoh hush little baby duntt you cryyi feel like a shitta wholee bunchaa shittsmy feelinggs are keptt close by the walls of the four chambers of my heartti love you so muchh reelifigure this outtwhyy make me hate you so muchhi noee i duntt have anyy control overr thissyeah thats wadd destinyy isbut onlyy if you hadd gave me hopemebbe the veryy leastti dared to dreamdared to believe in m i r a c l e sabundance of hope you gave methis is the tale of my broken lullabyes"weakk..im just a weakk shitt"
10:34 PM;
go on, gimme some♥
