Hello, Pretty Strangers.
I'm learning on how to change the world, by changing diapers first.
I'm an only child with four sisters and a brother.
No. Wait. Make that five sisters. I was told to choose one more, anyone in the world and I chose her.
I was spoilt as a child and is still trying to grow up.
But there are "evil" people in the world who makes pretty things and I can't seem to stop myself.
Especially colourful undies.
&bags.
&trinkets.
&bags.
&bags.
Still trying, though.
I love to eat but I don't hate the treadmill.
I'm just plain lazy.
Lazy.
& fickle.
I like to pop by SB-TH and give my Bubbles & Buttercup chocolates.
Then, I'll spend all my money buying a Venti & just waste my time away.
Perfeckt.
My issues with hair is never-ending.
I love bimbo books, with pretty covers.
Aisyah Sufiyah is my favourite-est-est girl.
My friends call my continous, multiple, self-shots; narcissism.
I prefer to say its capturing memories.
I never had the bestest group of friends like I have now.
When I'm not happy, I talk to God in English.
& He listens.
The rest of the time, I'm pretty much happy.
So, in short;
My life's very much blessed.
"The name's Umairah but you can call me Meyaa"
8teen
zero7December8nine
Mommeh's only&favourite mess
"I just do it with Love"
Border's spree
Topshop/Dorothy Perkin spree
Salvatore Ferragamo's Varina Patent Bow flats
hey hey
okie
i just realised yesterday's entry was looonnng
ahakz
well well
hows the skin??
still prefer the huggin ones
wadds wiff the fairies i noe
gothic laaa
haha
okie
lela told abt my letter to nana and qah
well the cats out the bag
i cant hide
i cant run
i desperately wanna talk to them
so dat we'll be back to normal
yeah
but
as i said wadds done is done
well enuff bout that
i was bloogg-hopping wen i came across somethin dat made me reeli cross
friend:
names wouldnt be mentioned huh??
guess im not clueless huh??
yes i told evry one about us
i told the whole wide whurl
so wadd??
isn't it rite wadd i said??
u drew the line
YOU told me its better to stick to our own stream pple
isnt that rite???
durrggghh
i was mad
i merely told a few of my frens cuzz i dun wanna them to start talkin
u tink i like it??
a small minicule thing to be this big??
i've got more than enufff
more than ENUFFF
just as i was abt to settle some stuffs
i stumble across that
u tink i didnt wanna say sorry
i wanted to talk to you abt it
but
dere you were being all pissed abt it
dere you were askin me to stick to my own kind
i was just tryin to point out that you shouldnt had behave that way
u tink i dunnn wanna stop all this and let us be frens back
of all the peeps in peirce
u were the only one i trusted 1000% cuz i noe we didnt keep anythin from each other
wen we started to get close last yr
we started at a point where we actually oredi trusted each other
u lemme read ur diary, ur secrets
and i let out secrets that only myself noe
if we accidentally tell someone abt things we share, i noe we wudd actually confessed and apologise
i trusted you fren
i had wanted us to haff a frenship togedder
never did i tot
never did it crossed my mind
NEVER
and i still trust and i do care
yeah i do
see wadd i mean???
one thing after another
im sick of it
sick of it
reeli sick of
just wen i tot
*speechless*
does EVERYTHING HAFF TO BE MY FAULT??
please
search inside urself before u say anything
seriously
i need a break
gimme a break
i need my final yr results to be good very badly
i need to concentrate
and guys...
i was just tryin to b a friend
even not a good friend
just a friend
cant u guys at least show that u appreciate even if u hate me loathe me just gimme a break
den i'll be gone
i wont interfere
wiff u guys anymore
not anymore
i'll just go
just go
and mebbe if i return next yr
expect the unexpected
dun blame me if i change
cuzz i chose to change to suit ur needs yeah
gimme a break yeah
and i'll just leave w/o a word
i promise durin the hols
i wont appear
i wont interfere at all
please i begggg
takkaire
nitez
8:56 PM;
go on, gimme some♥
