Hello, Pretty Strangers.
I'm learning on how to change the world, by changing diapers first.
I'm an only child with four sisters and a brother.
No. Wait. Make that five sisters. I was told to choose one more, anyone in the world and I chose her.
I was spoilt as a child and is still trying to grow up.
But there are "evil" people in the world who makes pretty things and I can't seem to stop myself.
Especially colourful undies.
&bags.
&trinkets.
&bags.
&bags.
Still trying, though.
I love to eat but I don't hate the treadmill.
I'm just plain lazy.
Lazy.
& fickle.
I like to pop by SB-TH and give my Bubbles & Buttercup chocolates.
Then, I'll spend all my money buying a Venti & just waste my time away.
Perfeckt.
My issues with hair is never-ending.
I love bimbo books, with pretty covers.
Aisyah Sufiyah is my favourite-est-est girl.
My friends call my continous, multiple, self-shots; narcissism.
I prefer to say its capturing memories.
I never had the bestest group of friends like I have now.
When I'm not happy, I talk to God in English.
& He listens.
The rest of the time, I'm pretty much happy.
So, in short;
My life's very much blessed.
"The name's Umairah but you can call me Meyaa"
8teen
zero7December8nine
Mommeh's only&favourite mess
"I just do it with Love"
Border's spree
Topshop/Dorothy Perkin spree
Salvatore Ferragamo's Varina Patent Bow flats
well well
i read the letter lela replied
it seems that
pple came to noe abt it
well
i was dumfounded when i read it
tears trickled down wen the movie during english lesson was rolling
i dunno wadd my feelin was
scared??shocked??feelin like a bitch??
yeah
of cuzz
pple werent happy
durrgggh
speculations were made about why i actually did that
well well
not true:
)i didnt wann revenge wiff qah cuzz of the gig incident, i told nurool way before that day..i even went out wiff her on fri to lil india..before that week, i've oredi told nurool
)i didnt wann to break their frenship.
>i dunno why that speculation turn out?? am i that kinda person?? y shudd i break tie when i ever offered to help tightened the tie that has loosened??
>that shows pple dunno me
true:
)i wanted to tell nurool the truth
)i didnt wanna betray nana,qah,syid
)i was confused
)words just came out of my mouth
) i had to tell her
)i told her i actually joined in the "incident of bitching abt her behind her back"
)now YOU think
)if i had the intention of betrayin, would i point out i played a part in it too????
)i am a two-faced hypocrite
)i dont mind being that cuz i noe wad i did was rite
)i noe pple wont trust me anymore
>i accept that fact
>i was glad i did what i've done, something that should be done long ago
wellll.......
its over
i talked to nurool and lela
one wanted to forget the whole thing and move on, one wanted evrything to be back to normal;like good ol' times
what shudd i do??
i very much dunn wanna lose nurool as a sish
nor do i wanna lose newfound frens:nana,lela,qah: that are great pple if i had looked deep inside
evry one had their own special way
evry one had change in each particular way
well if we were to apologise
admit our mistakes
mebbe we could regain the trust and frenship back
like wadd nurool did
i told her the truth
she forgave me
and we're sistas again!!
well i reeli cried a whole damn lot
i even cried while talkin to hubbz onda phone
his "sweetness" make me cry even more
a few thanX:
to lela: thanx 4 talkin to me and helpin me out
to hubbz: thanx fer listening, i noe u'll be dere always
last words:
to nana: if you think wadd i did was wrong, well sorry
to qah: i think you need to say something to nurool, just suggestin
to nurool: i noe you hated them now but i noe you are kind at heart; they deserve a 2nd chance like wad u gave me only IF they wanns it...im not forcin
well much said
as i say 2004 has not been any better
when tears cant stop tricklin just now, i just feel like goin away
to a faraway place
away from all this
but i noe i causes it and i should clear it
but i just think its not fair
things happen too fast
too fast for me to catch up
just when i tot of being a child back b4 my 15 burfday
i guess before being 15
i've oredi experienced more then i shud
it has tot me a lesson
this whole year had tot me enuff to guide in the whurl of frens
well it gettin pretty late
eyes alll swollen
takkaire yeah
muackz
1:57 AM;
go on, gimme some♥
